A Thousand Years Of Torment

Lying in my dreams
Dying in my dreams
For a thousand years of torment

I see horrifying scenes
From the toxic liquid in my veins
It’s a crippling means
To liquify my brains
For a thousand years of torment

Someday I’ll awake
Get my head together
Someday I’ll escape
Get my shit together

Sometimes I dream
that my eyes are open
Sometimes I think
I can see the sun again
Wishes, like fishes
Continually harvested from me
by this continuing hell
In a thousand years of torment

I wish I could remember
Where i went wrong
How I got in here
Here in my own hell
My personal hell
Of a thousand years of torment

How long has it been?
Yesterday or forever?
Years or days, I can’t remember
It seems so long, yet I can see no end
Time seems to blend together
just part
Of a thousand years of torment

Someday I’ll awake
Get my head together
Someday I’ll escape
Get my shit together
Someday I’ll get motivated
Someday I’ll be liberated
From this thousand years
A thousand years of torment

One day I’ll escape;
I find a way out,
This I keep telling myself
But maybe it’s just another facet
Of a thousand years of torment?

Something to say?